I just need a little bit of help. I am just an average person who can not get ahead no matter what. If I could just get over this last month of the year, I would be OK. Maybe for another year, another six months, who knows. This is a far attempt and definitely a last resort. I work 2 jobs. A full time job and a part time job on weekends. I also donate plasma when I can.I know the solution is to work harder but I do and I have. No matter how hard I work I have always been in the negative. In the debt pool. All I have ever known is struggle. I grew up poverished, but with a roof over my head. even as a child I remember wanting to be an adult so I can work and not have to struggle as a human being. But it was carried into my adulthood. I just don't understand it. Like I said, I work two jobs and instead of going to the grocery stores. I go to food banks. I have tried to get help from the government but according to their agencies I make too much. But I don't make enough to live off of. My child support takes a lot of money out of my checks but I agree child support is important. I see my children when I can 2 to 3 times a year. I had to move away to find a decent job and I have done this twice now. I have been to college, not once, not twice but three times and the reason I had to stop was always financial. I started paying my student loans to go back to school to maybe better my chances at advancing my career. However, I don't think my work experience is a fall back either. My career goals are to get to the top but have never been able to get past entry level due to financial reasons. I would get impatient or passed up for promotions. My credit does not allow me to get any loans or credit cards. I have tried. I have also tried the payday advance loans and online payday advance and did not qualify for those. I don't really have a lot of family that is in the predicament to help me out.I need 1057.00 by Monday or face an eviction. My birthday is Tuesday and I usually dread birthdays because never really got anything but the little I did I always would pay bills with. I'm always usually broke around this time. Well, I'm always usually broke but most around this time. I have always dreaded December. I usually don't have money to get my kids gifts but sometimes you just have to say "screw it" and do it for the kids. A person working as hard as I do should not go through these things but I thank God for a right mind and the ability to seek happiness. My girlfriend is pregnant and she is worried and the look on her face makes me feel ashamed as a man even though I have dinner nothing wrong other than not work even harder. I just really need help. I want to be normal. Sometimes I feel as if I was cursed. I save moved from place to place and just want some stability in life. This was just a last resort to see if I could get a little help. I could not go back to being homeless. I have done that once. Do not want to go through that again. Please, Please Please could I use someone's help out there. God bless and thanks for reading. One day I hope to be able to help others. I have to be able to help myself first. Even if I could get a loan from a private lender out there. Any kind of help.